The Sun Rises On A New Day

In Canada we have a government benefit referred to as a Child Tax Credit, it is there each month to help parents make ends meet. And for the last ten years it has been a blessing in my life.

As of July this year, I will no longer recieve it. As of July this year, my life begins another road. You see I made too much to recieve it this year. Those are amazing words to me. I made too much for government help, and that is amazing to me.

My life has come so far in 10 years, that I look back and wonder how I came so far, and went through so much. I have dealt with more issues and upset in those 10 years then in my entire life, and I came out of it (with help of course) and now I look at a sun rising on a new journey in my life.

It is a scary realization that that cheque won’t be there anymore, but at the same time, it also seems to be a motivation I need. A motivation to stay away from ever needing that cheque again. Afterall, it’s not like if my income takes a quick plunge I will get it the next month, no it doesn’t work that way. It requires me to wait an entire year for it kick back in, and that’s an entire year I can’t sit around waiting.

So here’s to new days, and new lives, and getting the kick in the ass you need to never look back.

May you all find that which you seek.