Wow… it’s kinda amazing that my high school reunion is approaching…it’s scary it’s been 10 years and at the same time I can hardly believe it’s been only 10 years.

So let’s see in ten years…

I’ve had 4 beautiful children (my Angel was born when I was still in school…lesson to you teenage parents…yes you CAN still finish school and still go on to bigger and better things…and you have better motivation than any of them.)

Worked in an amazing array of businesses…I’ve sold life insurance…I’ve waitressed…I’ve been a cashier…and now I run my own life…by running my own business…

It’s amazing how much and how little can be accomplished in 10 years and how far we come from our “ideal” life prior to us leaving high school…I bet if you think back to the image you had of where’d you be in life ten years from graduation…I bet you that 99% of you are no where near that now…

But that’s okay…life’s what happens when you are busy making plans…

And life is what I have lived…and will forever live.

Now onto today…looking into real estate…really simple on paper and we will see how “simple” it is in real life…cuz you know that’s all that matters…it’s not the whole this is how it’s done thing…it’s the I’m doing what I’m saying can be done…and I will let you all know how it goes once I take the plunge…I will take the time to let all my fans know that they too can make cash in real estate..

So…in close…I leave you with the question…where have you come in the last ten years..and where do you see yourself in 10 years? I see myself living life and loving it…just as I always have and always will.

In Canada we have a government benefit referred to as a Child Tax Credit, it is there each month to help parents make ends meet. And for the last ten years it has been a blessing in my life.

As of July this year, I will no longer recieve it. As of July this year, my life begins another road. You see I made too much to recieve it this year. Those are amazing words to me. I made too much for government help, and that is amazing to me.

My life has come so far in 10 years, that I look back and wonder how I came so far, and went through so much. I have dealt with more issues and upset in those 10 years then in my entire life, and I came out of it (with help of course) and now I look at a sun rising on a new journey in my life.

It is a scary realization that that cheque won’t be there anymore, but at the same time, it also seems to be a motivation I need. A motivation to stay away from ever needing that cheque again. Afterall, it’s not like if my income takes a quick plunge I will get it the next month, no it doesn’t work that way. It requires me to wait an entire year for it kick back in, and that’s an entire year I can’t sit around waiting.

So here’s to new days, and new lives, and getting the kick in the ass you need to never look back.

May you all find that which you seek.

Never in my life would I go out of my way to make those I love and care about not exist.

Never in my life would I forget those who make me me.

Never in my life would I want to forget those who have made me me.

And it seems somehow I have.

Somehow I have forgotten to mention some of those people who made me me.  Some of the people who make my life possible, who made me the girl I am today. Who gave me the courage to be who I am, the strength to be the woman I am, the ability to have the life I do.

And for that I am sorry, for that I apoligize, for that….

You make my everyday work, you assist me in being me…you have stood beside me when I’ve crumbled…stood beside me when I was wrong…you’ve stood beside me through many rough periods in my life…and for the most part, never done me wrong.

I’m sorry you felt forgotten, I’m sorry you felt unloved…

But you are far from forgetten and will forever be loved.

Sometimes we get so caught up in the daily grind, and the every day marketing of internet marketing and life that we forget those who make our lives possible. And sometimes, we forget just how much of a difference those people make in our lives, and sometimes we even forget to make sure they know the difference they make in our lives. And for that I apoligize to those people, and I feel they deserve mention, and it should’ve come much sooner.

As you all know I am a mother to 5 wonderful children, and something few ask is how my life is possible. How can I be the mother of five children and still be able to be in sunny (or rainy) Florida without them coming with me. And the truth is I have people who work in the background of my life, and they do deserve mention, whether or not I always remember.

The person who needs mention is Joshua. He is the wonderful father of my five children, the one who cares for them while I work, and while I go off to Florida. And he is the one who cares for them for the times I just have to get away from life.

Thank you baby for being so supportive, and thank you for being the father of the children I need. The partner who supports me and has supported me in all my crazy internet endevours over the years. Thanks for everything you do.

Not really…lol…just a figure of speech.

It took a lot to walk through those doors alone…I was greeted by some with open arms, by other with whispers and remarks, but I stayed through it all.

I learned of a wonderful woman I would have loved to have in my life, and of a woman who wished in her last weeks she had reached out to her only grand-daughter and had her in her life.

I learned where my looks come from…and got some much needed answers…

And I paid my respects to a woman highly respected and much loved by all who knew her.

Would I go again if I could go back in time…of course. Without a moments thought.

I found out the man who gave life to me…isn’t so much a man…and couldn’t even take the time of day to give respect to his mother in her last days, hours and service. So I have closed that part of my life… which after all this time is refreshing… to close a door which was such a wound in my heart for so long… knowing in all odds… I am the woman I am today because I was untainted by this man.

I also got the chance to reach out to those who are in my family… and I will strive to strike a bond with them… before it becomes too late for them as well.

Mother’s day will now forever remind me of my grandmother…a woman I never knew…who loved the world and never had a bad thing to say about anyone.

Rest in peace grandma… and may one day we finally meet.